Chapter 12 Teaser

University of Washington:


Jacob:


Club Noc Noc:


Teri:

Edwards Letter

My Love,

It’s been 2 months, 3 weeks, 4 days, 7 hours and 10 minutes since you left.

I miss you.

I tried to call, but your cell phone has been turned off. Your mom’s number is unlisted.

Bella, I don’t know how to apologize for this. I know sorry isn’t enough. But I am sorry. Sorry for the hurt I have caused you. I was so stupid. I should’ve listened to you. I realize, too late, that there was nothing for me to be jealous of between you and Mike. If I had only seen that then… Well, everything could’ve been prevented.

He came up to me at school. He wanted to know how you were. I saw the genuine concern he has for you and felt like a total ass for doubting his intentions. I didn’t have an answer to give him, because I don’t know. How are you?

I almost took a plane down to see you. Emmett stopped me. He doesn’t think I should because I would only cause you more pain. I don’t want to do that. I just want to see you. Should I have come to you, Bella? Would you have seen me?

I can’t seem to cope without you. I just started back to school, but I don’t want to be there. My grades have slipped. Emmett and Jasper try to get me to go out, do things. I don’t. What would be the point? Nothing is fun without my Bella.

I’m not saying this to get you to feel sorry for me. I just want you to understand I hurt too. More than you could possibly know.

I haven’t mentioned her during this letter. I can barely think about her, much less write anything. But know that I do miss her. I miss the life we all could’ve had together.

I am so sorry, Bella. I know you probably won’t be able to forgive me, but please- call me. Even if it’s just to tell me you hate me. Just let me know you’re alright.

I love you. I will always love you. If you need me I’m here.

Love,
Edward

Chapter 11 - Consequences

--We took the elevator up to the next floor. Emmett pushed me down the hallway and stopped in front of her room. The door was shut, and the blinds were closed. I swallowed and looked up at him.



"I'll go in by myself," I whispered.


















"I would never get to hold her. Never get to see her face. Never see Bella with our baby girl" - Edward

Chapter 10 - The Best Laid Plans Go To Waste

-All my best laid plans fell away as I stared into her eyes. I took her face in my hands. “I love you, Bella. I want to be with you always.” I stared deep into her eyes. “Marry me?” my voice trembled a little at the end.-






The song Edward and Bella dance to:


(talk about foreshadowing..)

Chapter 9 - How To Deal

He pulled a small box with a ribbon from his pocket. I grabbed it and quickly untied the ribbon. I looked at him before I opened it. He was staring at me expectantly. In the box lay a platinum, heart-shaped locket. My breath caught. “Edward, it’s beautiful.” I took it out and held it up so that it shimmered in the light.

“Open it,” he prompted. Inside was a picture of him and me together on one side and an inscription on the other. Love, forever and always.

I started to cry again. “Oh Edward, it’s wonderful. I love it, I love you.” Guilt over my earlier episode filled me. Thank God he hadn’t been there.

He laughed at me before taking my face in between his hands and wiping my tears. “I figured after the baby was born, you could put her picture in there.”

“Her?” I whispered.

He smiled slightly. “Or him.”--

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Chapter 8- Enthusiasm and Dread

Chapter 7 - Jealous Rages and Insecure Conniption Fits

this song is just perfect for this chapter-



Enough Said..